Much better accually. I got a little web camara thingy for my xbox 360 so I've been able to atleast SEE my friends and it helps sooooo much. Plus I made a friend down here who also has cancer and him and I have been hanging out some and I feel alot better. Plus so far everything is going as planned and the pain in my back is dissappearing. The tumor has shrunk so much. I've lost like 8 pounds from all this and its not from not eating cause I eat alot. Haha.

I miss my baby sooooo much though. I miss my Chika, she turned 6 months yesterday, that means she's getting closer to bein full grown and I'm prolly gonna cry when I do see her cause I missed her growing from a lil puppy to a big puppy. God I miss her. I wanna see her sooooooo bad, like I'm crying now cause I wanna see her. It truely sucks. Big time.

My best friend from California, his name is Brock, always talks to me in video chat on xbox live and it's crazy cause he has a mutt that looks sorta like Chika and that dog is his baby and so he always has her with him and it helps me out sorta. I still miss my baby. My birthday is on June 19th and so my birthday wish is to see my Baby. My mom said okay, so I am holding it to her.


The only thing that is truely wrong is at night I get scared sometimes when I have no one to talk to, It scares me when I dont, like I seriously get terrifed. But I've even found a cure for that. I wanna share it with you, its outta the Bible and currently my fav verses. Acts 2 - 25 I kept the Lord before my sight always, for with him at my tight hand nothing can shake me. (26) So my heart rejoiced my tounge delighted; my body, too, will rest secure, (27) for you will not abandon me to Hades or allow your holy one to see corruption. (28) You have taught me the way of life, you qill fill me with hoy in your presence.